Naked Clog Dancing Salton Sea Saguaro Blooming Toes Stunned by my own life
Depressing myself

Posted on Thursday 26 January 2006

I’m going home now.

I can’t take it anymore.

I need to get myself away from this fucking internet thing. It’s killing me.

I just spent the last hour looking at number director’s reels, shorts, and music videos and the only feeling I have is one of intense overwhelming pointlessness in my peculiar desires to make movies these days.

Check this out:

http://waverlyfilms.com/rocket.html

or this:

http://keithschofield.com/1br-video/

or this:

http://www.greentowel.com/images/qt/kennedy/GreenTowel_yourmama.mov

or this:

http://waverlyfilms.com/jfds.html

or this:

http://waverlyfilms.com/cat.html

or this:

http://waverlyfilms.com/jfds.html

or this:

http://waverlyfilms.com/adibaw.html

Goddamn these people are good. Oy…

It’s overwhelming and maddening when everything you see is so much better than you can do. Oy…

1 Comment for 'Depressing myself'

  1.  
    mzmbabies
    January 30, 2006 | 12:02 pm
     

    Personal goals are often maddening. The psyche is not self-indulgent, seeing every imperfection. That is a good thing, it makes people strive to learn and work harder. Focus on what you have achieved. Great directors continue to learn as they evolve. Wanting something bad enough, combined with the willingness to work hard is half the battle.

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